Seek it and you shall find it but don’t seek too hard because that screws things up as you say. It embodies or infuses the wrong energy into the creation process and pushes what you desire away.
Be careful what you ask for because you do not want to have to push it away needlessly.
Can’t help but smile reading MAP – Day 7. I’m so happy for not keeping count of things screwed up or creation slowed down because I got in the way. Undoing what I really didn’t want after all was no picnic either.
One might be tempted to say these mishaps come from being impatient.
The thought comes to me now the chain of events starts with a lack of clarity first, and worsened by impatience – the push to be doing something or moving pent up energy.
What I do know – and have confirmed too many times to admit – the more I get in the way, the less I get what I want.
Being part of creation is not the same thing as controlling creation.
Control is an illusion. Creation is not.