A Most Radical Thought

MAP

What in the world are you doing?

Avoidance will get you nowhere.

You want to hear radical and yet you really don’t.  That is what you create.  The stronger emotion of the two wins out.  The wanting to hear radical is really in your head – a proof, a test of some sort.

But you really want things not to change, to stay the same.  That is where your energy goes.  If you shake things up you are afraid they will hurt you.

I tell you they will not.  The hurt comes from staying the same.

A pond that does not move becomes stagnant and dies.  Everything dies.  You will die inside if you do not move and stir things up.  That layer of scum is a killer film in disguise.

This is what I mean by going deeper.  To look at what you say you want as compared to what you really want.

I do not have to tell you this, these differences.  You can see them by simply feeling them.  Do not pretend you do not know.  That is a game you play with yourself to keep the feelings at bay.  But at some point those feelings will not be kept at bay any longer.

Push them away all you like and they will only get stronger.  In time you will be your own force to be reckoned with.  That is where the scary comes from.  The gathering force inside from denying your own truth, your own feelings create energy beyond your control.

And we know how much you like to be in control of your emotions so things can stay the way you like them.

You are your own worst enemy.

There, I said it for you.

And now I will say become your own best friend – the friend you have longed for that knows you better than you do.

Pretend this is you.  Start with you just pretending and slowly watch it become real.

If you truly want to hear radical then be the friend you do not let off the hook.  Be your own perceived worst enemy who will reflect back to you your own truth.  In time you will see that enemy turn into your friend.

You will clear yourself out of all this pent up energy.  Then you will really feel the flow you desire so much but it is stuck in the flow of what you cannot do – which is to let go.

When you free yourself to let go then you will be in the flow and you will feel free.  Have a peek at free now.  Just a tiny peek and you will see you are all there just waiting to be released.

Do not be afraid of your emotions.  You are aware of all you were meant to be.  Step into the perceived yuckiness and feel it as but one experience of who you be.  One who lets go and is totally free.

This is the radical you seek right now – to release yourself from underneath all this is and has been weighing you down, smothering you like the layer of scum on the pond.

Step into that, and move through that, to be free.  You will see.

Be that radical and you will see a whole new me.